Speak how you Feel

I feel marked.
Marked with a pen which spoke my identity.
Do I hold it?
Or do I hand it to the Lord?

I feel loud.
I feel like a thunder clap burst from my lungs.
Do I hold it?
Or do I shout to the Lord?

My life is filled with:
Incredible confining anger which settled deep into the
Marrow of my bones;

I tell you this: I feel the poison spread when I don’t
Give the frustration a chance to;
Spread it’s iron wings and exclaim to the Lord that:

I feel angry.
I feel angry that I am marked with black in the eyes of the World because to dampen me is easier that to hear:
My truth.

My truth which clouds my mind until it aligns with the Word of God and He says ; “feel.

Feel the rage which you have shoved into a pocket because you’re afraid that they will be afraid because all your life/

They’ve been merciless towards the side of you that fights;
Fights for the justice you saw in your mind’s eye,
And against the sadness that per-versed your heart.

Feel the rage which you have dumbed down, erased with a rubber which leaves grey holes on the thin paper, where you tried to write and rewrite your story:

Which I have already perfected.”

He said, “Be in My presence, and read My Word and know that I am angry with you, and Justice will be Mine; as it has always been.

I will show you what you have been missing in
Your discernment,
Which flattered you in your anger but was not justified.

I will be angry with you, and I will be your Martyr so that you will become,

More than you ever imagined.
or could be without Me.

I will be your rock, your Salvation, I will Create more where there was not and in there I will show My face,
Next to yours in the Light where I bring
Those who I have defeated to your feet.”

and He stated, “if ever you feel and you believe not, believe in Me, and let Me.

For if you ever go with anger where I sent you not,
I will not be with thee.”

“Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.”
‭‭Mark‬ ‭11:24‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

Model: Melody


Upon the Door of the Saved

Lord Deliver Me.
I pray for a wrath which sets me free.
Cover my forehead in the Lamb’s blood;
overshadow me.

Lord, You’ve cursed those of otherworlds; Lord, Protect me in Your Wrath.

I cannot handle the world spit into my
Mouth and eyes, cut my skin in viper lies.
I listen to the sin; I am submerged
In a witch’s curse.

Lord Deliver Me.
I see salvation in Your Name.
Cover those who hold Your Fame in the Lamb’s blood.
overshadow them.

Curse the ground and skies with locusts that might eat their eyes;
if they refuse to see:
who exactly, then, do they claim to be?

I pray that we may be in Your Holy Love.
and when it is time to bring what is
wrong to right;
Show the Rod of Your arm’s sweet might.

show Your Wrath to those who would
do us harm,
the outrage which fuels Vengence:
the name of God.

Deliver us from the witch’s curse;
succubus and the prophet killer-
destroy them First.

Lord; in Truth, show exactly.
who You are.
who We are.

God speaks Truth, He says, “the Light is Me.”
And this Light belongs to me for He is to be,
And forever is mine, He paid the fee.
For me.

I am covered in the Lamb’s
blood. overshadow me.

“Now the blood shall be a sign for you on the houses where you are. And when I see the blood, I will pass over you; and the plague shall not be on you to destroy you when I strike the land of Egypt.”
‭‭Exodus‬ ‭12:13‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


Named a Tower

I have a path I am meant to take;
Come quick! Here is Satan-
and he is come to break

me? Come to break me?
when he broke the Christ,
my Christ, He rose again.

o Lord, therefore, I know,
You’ll protect me now, and then.
and if not now, nor then-

You’ll bring me up the Cross,
where Satan may break me;
but like my Christ;

I’ll rise again.

I have a path I am meant to take;
Come quick! Here is Satan-
and he is come to break.

and broken the Devil will be,
for though
I am nothing,
my Lord!

He fights for me!

“The name of the LORD is a strong tower; The righteous run to it and are safe.”
‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭18:10‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

Model: Chelsea


a matter of pride

Lord, I humble myself before You;
the words I have are plain.

I have no mind to explain Your Might;
the tongue in my lips;
dance in Vain.

Lord, my heart is postured so
rightfully low; I’ve torn it out
to give to You-

Yet somehow I still squeeze it tight,
in my hands, afraid, o LORD:

Open up Yours so I might see myself
Fall. and be Caught in
Your Mighty Lands.

“LORD, You have heard the desire of the humble; You will prepare their heart; You will cause Your ear to hear,”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭10:17‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

“In the mouth of a fool is a rod of pride, But the lips of the wise will preserve them.”
‭Proverbs‬ ‭14:3‬ ‭NKJV

Model: Dominique Obregon : oflightandcolor


open ocean

I hear an underwater melody,
“come to me, come to me.”

I hear silent music in raindrops,
wine whispered secrets in my ears.

I was torn off the back of my home,
went crashing down in the waves;

Opened my eyes to dancing sand,
silver fish sparkle in a prayer.

I hear the breath of Jehovah in name,
singing deeply, firmly in my ears.

I hear an underwater melody,
“I am here, I am here.”

I was torn off the back of worry,
and into the arms of Peace.

and here I lay with Jesus Christ,
floating side by side with me.

“Fear not, for I am with you; Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’”
‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭41:10‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


and I became His

everday He takes my breath away.
like a sappy love song,
I feel Him in my heart beat.

In every beat, I feel Him sing,
melody and sweet Psalm lullibies.

Petals fall from the sky,
into the water where I bathe;
roses and blood who washes clean.

In every beat, I feel Him pray,
o, my Husband doth pray for me.

Angels come through every side,
into the room where I lay;
fire and wind who fills my wings.

In every beat, I feel Him love,
the Lord puts His mercy on me.

Fresh basil and thyme fill my spine,
Heal me in every line.
Love and Faith save my greedy life.

everyday He takes my breath away.
like a sappy love song,
I feel Him in my heart beat.

“For as a young man marries a virgin, So shall your sons marry you; And as the bridegroom rejoices over the bride, So shall your God rejoice over you.”
‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭62:5‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

““When I passed by you again and looked upon you, indeed your time was the time of love; so I spread My wing over you and covered your nakedness. Yes, I swore an oath to you and entered into a covenant with you, and you became Mine,” says the Lord GOD.”
‭‭Ezekiel‬ ‭16:8‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

Models: Me and Amanda.

PC: oflightandcolor : Dominique Obregon


Armour (Amour)

I am tired, over worked,
a hurricane who has lost her heat.
a star with no gasoline.

Shoot me down like a bird
who has just been released;
now is the best hour to catch me.

o Lord, in You I find my rest,
o Lord, in the Devil there is tempts.

and to the temptation I ran,
chasing an old me,
because the old me didn’t know how to fight.

Ignorance was bliss, bliss in death.
there is no Bliss in this stage;
only fighting for Life.

I cannot win this battle.

I am tired, over worked,
a sharp knife turned dull.
A woman who has lost her heart.

Break me with your steel boots
like a twig fallen to the ground,
now is the best time to harm me.

o Lord, in You I find my rest,
o Lord, in the Devil there is tempts.

It is to You I run now,
towards a Love I cannot defeat,
because this me remembered how we fight.

And this me prays, prays, prays;
o Lord, protect me for I am weak.

Come be my strength
because in this very moment,
I am afraid I’ll sink,


“And do not lead us into temptation, But deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.”
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6:13‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

“So He said, “Come.” And when Peter had come down out of the boat, he walked on the water to go to Jesus. But when he saw that the wind was boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink he cried out, saying, “Lord, save me!” And immediately Jesus stretched out His hand and caught him, and said to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?””
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭14:29-31‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

model: Jessy