I feel marked.
Marked with a pen which spoke my identity.
Do I hold it?
Or do I hand it to the Lord?
I feel loud.
I feel like a thunder clap burst from my lungs.
Do I hold it?
Or do I shout to the Lord?
My life is filled with:
Incredible confining anger which settled deep into the
Marrow of my bones;
I tell you this: I feel the poison spread when I don’t
Give the frustration a chance to;
Spread it’s iron wings and exclaim to the Lord that:
I feel angry.
I feel angry that I am marked with black in the eyes of the World because to dampen me is easier that to hear:
My truth which clouds my mind until it aligns with the Word of God and He says ; “feel.
Feel the rage which you have shoved into a pocket because you’re afraid that they will be afraid because all your life/
They’ve been merciless towards the side of you that fights;
Fights for the justice you saw in your mind’s eye,
And against the sadness that per-versed your heart.
Feel the rage which you have dumbed down, erased with a rubber which leaves grey holes on the thin paper, where you tried to write and rewrite your story:
Which I have already perfected.”
He said, “Be in My presence, and read My Word and know that I am angry with you, and Justice will be Mine; as it has always been.
I will show you what you have been missing in
Which flattered you in your anger but was not justified.
I will be angry with you, and I will be your Martyr so that you will become,
More than you ever imagined.
or could be without Me.
I will be your rock, your Salvation, I will Create more where there was not and in there I will show My face,
Next to yours in the Light where I bring
Those who I have defeated to your feet.”
and He stated, “if ever you feel and you believe not, believe in Me, and let Me.
For if you ever go with anger where I sent you not,
I will not be with thee.”
“Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.”
Mark 11:24 NKJV